ugh.. feel so shitty now days.. maybe it is due to the old omamori, or my stomach lol idk
i feel .. kind of depressed again, but when i’m with my friends i feel okay, when i’m alone and thinking about stuff feel kind of sad i guess.. maybe its just all because of the bad luck that is happening to me.. meh.. really dunno if i should quit my job or not.. i don’t really feel like getting another job right now, i would have to re-learn all new stuff and i’m really lazy when it comes to memorizing stuff for work lol.. but i am still really pissed and just shocked that my boss told me that.. and if i don’t find a job soon.. my shopping/going to japan funds will run out lol! gahhhhhhh.. -n-;; but i guess i would have more time to do hw and go hang out with my friends.. but i would have to mooch off my parents and i would kind of feel bad.. and ahh college is really taking a toll on me.. always studying-ish.. i only have my 2 friends from hs.. and i made some new friends from my classes but they are NOT like the rest of my hs friends.. so boring so.. i cant relate to them well.. i also really.. well KIND of want to get into a relationship again but i don’t feel ready so i just feel like asklfjdsklfj about that.. frustrated a bit i guess.. me other 2 friends have s/o’s lol FFUUUUUUUUuuuu and i got.. NORTIN LOL.. forever alone LOL. i wonder if i would have a chance with the 2 people from my ics classes LOL.. but my friend thinks one of them looks like a ‘nerd,’ but then again he said all the other guys i like look ugly or dumb or gay lol. gasdkjhfdjskfh good luck come to me now! lol D:
